Sukantara .

Oh , sukantara started ! It means I gonna stay back at school & I hate it !
I just can't understand why I love to go school when I was form1 or 2.
& now , I don't want to stay at school for even a short term :(
But I know I'm going to miss my school after graduated ! :p Don't know yet.

It's a bit tired after training. Leg was pain when running but I enjoy the pain -.-
Am I crazy ? Ya I think so :D Heheh !



Next year , I'm going to buy the newest phone ! Ngek ngek :p
Don't want to change my phone first. Next year , wait me yaaa ! ;)



Don't ignore me , I hate it !
Don't perfunctory me ! Dammit.






你们相爱了 ? 你们在一起了 ?

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- Qiao <3

End of holiday :)

Holiday was just ended with love.
I went to Genting Highlands just because I want to see Doraemon ! Hahah.
It's the very first time that Doraemon is came to Malaysia to have a show.
Gallery , story , carnival & tons of things that about Doraemon.
As I say , Doraemon is always the lovely things that I ever meet :D
Doraemon is love ! ;)



Ok , let's talk about this few days.
Saturday ! Went to yinmun's house for barbeque party.
A lot of friends there , all so lovely ;)
Eagleman was fetch me to ym's house & we'd lost our way ! Omgg. Damn fishh ! :(
But at last , we reached :D I shocked when I walk in. Saw someone ? Hmm :p
Then , everyone is start reaching one by one. All my loves one , CTm !
Barbeque started at 8something. I just ate a chicken wings but drank beer ! Hahah jeng.
A lot of jokes , fun with the lovesss ! Oh CTm is awesome :D :$

But then , kept on saw something I shouldn't see , think something I shouldn't think.
I really had one minute feel like going out from the house & cry. But I didn't.
It's really ok. I just want to see you smile , boy ;)
I think both of you was in love to each other ! So , go ahead & get her. I'll bless you.

Alright , backed at 1045pm.



Sunday ! An awesome day ever :p
Went Genting with mum by van. Woke at 6am & I was so excited ! Hahah.
Reached Genting at 945am & go to buy ticket ! Oh haha.
It start at 10am so we'd to wait for awhile & it's worth me to wait ! :p
I got my special edition Doraemon touch n' go card ! Although I have to car to go outstation :(
Everything in Doraemon ! Oh my godd , I told my mum I gonna sleep here for a night ! Hahah.
I know I am crazy in love with Doraemon :p Lots of fun ! Aha. & I've took over 300 pics !
I bought a Doraemon toy. I thought to buy a fluffy Doraemon but it's so expensive !
It cost RM100 for a 12' fluffy Doraemon ! Omgg :( I want itttttt ! :O
Have a little lunch inside the carnival , lots of stalls & selling food !
Then , we had wait until 1pm to see 5 of the main characters to came out on stage !
Doraemon has the most supporters ! Hahah & I'm the one of them :p
Wow crazyyy ! Kinda disappointed because I didn't take pic with Doraemon ! :(
Ok , Doraemon & others was dance on stage & it looks so cute ! Omgg , heart melted :p
Went out at 130 ! Go have a lunch at don't know what restaurant @@.
After that just walk walk & didn't buy anything ;)

Backed at 5pm. Bye Genting , Bye Doraemon ! :(



Pictures , show timeee ! :D
; -



Lovely :p



So cuteeeeeeeee ! :*



I wanna get all of this :(



It's what I bought ;)


* Just upload a few , line suck ! :(





I need you , just like how much you need her :)

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- Qiao <3

Heyy.

Heyy , I'm here :)



Hang out with the bestie yesterday at jj ! 7 jeng :)
K-box and we had boom the room ! Woah rockkkkk baby :p
Met 3 new boy friends & they so friendly. Hey nice to meet you !
1:30 pm to 4:30 pm ! After sing k , de garden & for lunch.
Daorae Korean Bbq , expensive ! Omgg :O 5 persons ate RM 180 !
The boy not look like those who will clubbing but he is /.\ Omgg.
Backed home at 7pm ! No taxi & uncle fetch me back :) Aww thanks !



Today , I fell down at jj ! Dammit :(
Oh I know I'm stupid & clumsy , as always ! Ahh.
It's hurt fuck :(

Met my friend & chit chat hahah ! & you're so waste ! :O :p
I wanna play full version lar dumb ! Lalala :p






我搞不懂 那是爱情或是友情 .

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- Qiao <3

Happy Chinese New Year !

Hello , Chinese New Year now ! & today is nin chor yi dy ! Omgg :p
I know I'm late to update my blog but who cares ? Ngek.

I went to Kuala Kangsar for reunion dinner on Sunday & went back yesterday :)
Today , I went to many relatives' house ! Hahah.
Took a lot of angpaus ! So happy lar :p & wore new clothes ! Jeng :D

Tomorrow I will hang out with my dear , beloved bro and real bro ! & a boy ;)
Have fun ? Don't know :p But I think lot of peoples ! Omgg :(
Don't full my movie k ! Hahaha. Fucking borken english ! :p Lalala.



You , weirdo ! Such a fucking weirdo ! Omgg.
You're so weird you know ? Cold & hot , always. Grr.
Can change ? Mind to change ? & what am I for you ? Ishh.





你的忽冷忽热 , 让我难以抓摸 .


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- Qiao <3

Skyscraper.

Skies is crying , I am watching , catching teardrops in my hands.
Hmm , it's a song. A super hyper nice song. Sad but meaningful :)
& I don't know why every new song is so awesome recently HAHAHAHA.
I love to boom songs when raining cats and dogs ! The feel is so jenggggg :D
Hahahah , enjoy ar :p Try it and you will love it ! E-e-e-e :E



Ok , I'm now waiting for my aunt to bring me for dinner ! Omgg.
Never be punctual :( They said dinner at 7pm but as always - late !
I'm hungry :O



I don't know who is living in my heart , but I know I can't stand strong soon.
En , trying to giving up everyone in my heart :)






Would it make you feel better , to watch me while I bleed.

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- Qiao <3

Halo.

Hey hi halo hello ! :D Hahahahahah blahhhh :p
I'm crazy and I enjoy it ! Lalala. I feel so fucking high today !

Dance at school when celebrating new year hahaha.
Hahaha ! So highhhhhh XD Dance on the stage too omgg.
The very first time I dance in front of almost thousand peoples !
& ya , dance with my lovely girls. Oh I love them so much ! :*
Heheh ! Laugh a lot , play a lot & shout too , oh yaaaa !
Encore encore encore ! Pn Chin Pn Chin Pn Chin ! Wowwwww !
Fucking syok lar my godd ! Hahaahahahah ! & it's the last year for us to play.
Ishhhh hahaah XP Oh nana , so happy :D
Thanks my girls for giving me happiness , awesome girls :)



Oops , Chinese New Year is around the corner :)
Halo choi shen yeh ! Hahah.
Make a wish , happiness & lovesss.





Ni hen kuai le , yin wei ni ai ta.

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- Qiao <3

放不下 、

来更新了 , 碰巧得空 嗯 .



2个月来 第一次在你们面前哭了 我以为我放得下 才发现 我放不下 .
原来从别人口中听见你名字 泪会落下 .
嗯 泪奔了一下 . 故作坚强 却越来越累 .

很开心 你们的安慰 谢谢 .
你们说的对 真的不值得 我会学着看开了 是时候放手了 .



功课越来越多 , 快累垮了 .
星期一 抄了6篇国语作文 :\ 还好手还在 .
接下来的都是数学的错 每天都有数学功课 /.\ 脑袋爆炸 !



明天明天 、学校要来庆祝农历新年
来跳舞咯咯咯咯咯咯咯 ! :) 嘿嘿 .






逞强好累 .

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- Qiao <3

en .

活 、好累 .

.

我喜欢故意突然不找你 ,
看看你会不会发现缺少了我而主动找我 ,
却每次都是我发现自己不能缺了你 .

I H Y A M H S :)

Friend .

朋友 情人 , 我选朋友 .
喜欢上喜欢自己朋友的人 , 就让你们幸福快乐吧 :)

我知道自己在做些什么 我知道我做的一切是为了你们
我知道 就算你们不知道 也无所谓 我心知就好 .
朋友 我在 不要把我当透明 .




我会放手 让你快乐 或许放手是我唯一能做的

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- Qiao <3

Life .

Hi , stressful life. You're killing me , form5 ! Ahh.
Feeling so stressful everyday. Not only weekday but weekend too.
Oh god , I know I have to change into a better person this year , but it's a bit rush.

Sometimes , I just need a shoulder for me to cry on.
Sometimes , I just need a person that I don't need to pretend that I'm strong in front of him.
Sometimes , I just need a happy and simple life.
And everyone knows that , god will not give us about all this easily.
We have to fight with it and go through. So , stay strong & be tougher.



Oops , many peoples sick nowadays.
Weather is killing us. Sun in a sudden , rain in a sudden. Omgodd !
Hey peeps , drink more water & take care of yourself !
Oh & me too , going to sick soon. Hahaha feeling kinda good :p

I'm just free in Thursday ! Hahah. I'm enjoying the days with rushing tuition from school.
Lalala , a bit crazy. But I can have no much time to think about the nonsense. Yay.



You chose her. You chose to meet her but not me.
I know. I can't do anything. Just let it be. Go ahead and get her.
I will grats you , boy. Try your very best k. Hahah :)






In another life , I might be your girl.

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- Qiao <3

.

Stars , bring me back. I lost my way.

Schedule full .

Ughhhh stressful life ! Fuck ya. Schedule was full.
Tuition form Mon to Fri. Luckily just tuition in afternoon.
Ishh , will be so busy this year :\ ! Yet , I haven't find my art tuition. Omfg :(

Even though the timetable was full , but I love it.
I have no free time to think about the nonsense and bads.
It's good for me now :)

And , if your answer is no , then I will not be couple with anyone this year.
I just want you :)
Am exciting to know what's your answer but how if it's not what I expected ?
Ahh don't think bout it lar :)

School , you drive me crazy.
I want the subjects but you don't have , and you just full of bm's things :\
You sucks k !

Maths , you're so fucking hard for me :(
Chap 1. Base 2 is damn annoying but base 5 , 8 & 10 is ok.
Chap 2 ? I missed a lot from tuition ! Ahh :(



Will be less update when weekday :) .





我想拥有你 但我怕自己配不上你 .

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- Qiao <3

.

宁愿相信傻人有傻福的当个傻瓜 ,

也不愿一个人去面对所有的痛苦 .




你对我的欺骗 原来我还在乎
我以为爱上他就能把你忘记 我以为 .






星星
我想不是你对我忽冷忽热 而是你不曾在乎过
谢谢你的关心 我要的不是怜惜 .




单身两个月 、快乐
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- Qiao <3

Love ?

Love ? It kill me lots. It hurt me always.
I can always feel the loneliness and being ignore by you.
I hope you're my boy and I'm your only girl. & I know it's just a dream.
Who is inside your heart ? Idk , but I know it wont be me.
So just stand up , & leave. I have to grow stronger.
Ok , I have no qualification to stay in your heart. Just stay one more time k ?
Have you realised that I love you ? What's your respond if you know it ?
Will it be the answer that I expected ? I hope it will be although I know it's impossible.
I wanna know what you're thinking :')



Ok , change topic ! About school.
A lot of homework ! Sigh , BM need to do ' peta minda ' !
I don't know how to do , seriously :\ Ish dammit !
Next week will start all my tuition ! Mon to Fri ! Omg.





Be my superman , :)

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- Qiao <3

Hello weekends !

Oh nana , hahah ! It's weekend now , wooooooooooooow ! :pp
I'm so happy. Feel so stress in form5's life. Aih , I wanna back to form4 :(
Tons of hard works and fierce teachers.



Hey boy , do you feel the same way too ? :)
I like you. I wanna take care of you , protect you and loving you.
I don't want to see you sad , get hurt and emo.
I want you to smile always , it's the only thing I hope now. Even that I'm not the reason.
Imissyousomuchactually :$ !





Sorry , I love him.

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- Qiao <3

Emo shits.

Ignore by you you you and you.
I'm hero , I'm invisible.
:')



Take a good care :)

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- Qiao <3

Hello School !

开学咯咯咯咯咯咯咯 ! :D
今天第一天开学 , 很多不爽了咯 :(
那个级任从 amc 转过来的 , 串到死 ! 以为我们是 amc 咩 ? YERRRRR !
然后啊 , 这个又抓那个又抓 ! 管你鸟事咩 ? :\ lanlanyeh 酱 /.\
算 ! 不过幸好我们的新教室在第一间 不然更不爽 XD
换了很多老师 ! 很多很好的老师换给我们了 哈哈 谢谢 :pp
不过我怕我们会气死他们 ! XD 我们班那么厉害 哈哈 !
那些老师傻的 , 第一天就给功课 :(



好啦 , 今年 form5 了 ! 意味着是最后一年了 也是 SPM 年了 , 加油吧 !
我们要拼到底 :D 中五学生们 加油咯 :pp



其实 我想自己去照顾你
其实 我想依赖着你
其实 在你心里的我 是怎样的
其实 在你心里我有位置吗





如果你说爱了 我不拒绝 :)

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- Qiao <3

Penang one day trip !

Helloooooooooooooo ! :D



昨天舅舅在我们去槟城 !
930去吃早餐 , 1000启程 ! :D 1130就到了 , 很快吼 :pp
然后他载我们去找他朋友家拿东西 , 很远的 ! 槟城尾啊 简直就进了 kampung 的 /.\
出回去外面的时候 经过一座山 那边的风景很美 ! 我们停在旁边看风景 拍照 :D

然后130就去 Queensbay mall 走走 :D
在入口处有个笨蛋停在旁边 结果全部人以为那边可以拿 ticket 塞了几个字 ! 神经 /.\
我永远都记得 Forever 21 在那边的位置 /.\ 我太喜欢它了 , 可惜很贵 都买不起 :(
我们都只是闲逛 , 然后去 旺角 吃午餐 ! 不错啦 .
之后就去找我的 Fipper :P 买了黑底青边的 很特出 ! 哈哈
差不多 5点就走了 , 转地方到 Gurney Plaza ! :D
可惜我们走错路 兜了半小时才找到 /.\
530才到 , 舅舅说如果不是走错路 可能三个字就到了 XD
然后找位子找死人 :( 很多车 ! 结果还是找到了 !
就进去逛噜 :D 突然发现还是 Gurney 比较好 , 没那么 branded ! 哈哈
那个 Queensbay 太多名牌 都买不起 ! D:
然后我买了 chatime ! 哇哇哇 , 很好喝 ! 不过我的是普通珍珠奶茶啦 :pp
那些珍珠 Q 到 ! 哈哈 真的很好喝 XD 下次再喝 ! 可是有点贵 :(
然后差不多 6点半就回了 :D
我们在槟城搭船回北海 ! 好舒服的海浪声 我最喜欢海浪声了 :pp
7点多开始回 , 930才回到 /.\ 因为我们停很多次 XD
回到来去吃 安记芽菜鸡 :pp 很好吃 :D

好啦好啦 完成我的一天啦 !



照片 : -



The Penang view :D



Finally , I got my first Chatime ! Hahaha.



Upside Queensbay :)



On the boat , sunset :D It's so beautiful.







Imissyou.


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- Qiao <3

1st of January 2012 ! :D

Heyyyyyyy ! It's 2012 now , yay.
A brand new year , hope everything will be perfect and smoother to go through !
Enjoy the new year k :D & school is going to reopen ! Oops.



Oh hahah ! 2012 , I'm form 5 now ! & I'm going to sit for SPM ! Ish :(
Add oil and let's fight with SPM ! Kill it hahahah ! XD







HELLO , 2012 ! :D


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- Qiao <3