Help me ! :S

Hello. I'm not happy. Err. Reason ? My phone spoiled. Idk what's going on. Just , I can't open it.
I tried so many ways , take out the battery then put it back , charge it , blow it , throw it ( -.- ) , ahh it just don't gimme any response ! Fuck. And now , it's just like a rubbish. I'll lost all messages and contact numbers. Send your number to my facebook inbox if you saw this. Sigh. What phone to buy ? Samsung Galaxy S2 , lots of feedback. Listen to who ? Sigh. Only Samsung can buy right ? Or iPhone 4s ? Follow DiGi plan ? Hmm idk. Not very like iPhone :/ It confusing me ! Dammit :( Gimme some idea please. I'm so helpless now /.\ Feel like dying without phone ! HAHAHAHA. Feel so weird :p Oh , I thought you'll text me but you didn't :) It's okay.

不去期望 , 失去了不会伤心 , 得到了便是惊喜 .



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- Qiao <3

111 days.

Hello world. I'm back to update my blog. Hmm nothing special but ya , emo shits. As always :) I rejected. I hurt-ed you & so sorry. I don't want to fall for anyone. I don't want to get hurt or hurt others. Maybe until the end of this year ? After spm :) HAHAHA No one will love me k. So funny lar you :p Okay. Rainy day , quite emo to this weather. Aww so sigh. I'm lazy and lazy nowadays :( Lazy to stay back for basketball. Ya , BASKETBALL ! I even lazy on it. Damn , how come ? :/ Okay. After this exam first lar LOL. I'm exciting to the holiday /.\ I wanna hang out. Or maybe go for a part-time job ? I need to make myself more & more busy. HAHAHA :p I don't feel like studying in this exam. Just , it's a not-so-important exam for me. Yaa. The line is suck recently. Omgg ! Make me mad /.\ And ya , thanks for treating me good. Thanks for everything you did :) You deserve the best. | Oh gonna stop it now. Byee.





这世界上只有自己最可靠 :)

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- Qiao <3

The special one ?

Hello. Exam is around the corner & I just have my bc exam yesterday. It's shit when you have school replacement on Saturday & you can't even absent because of a an hour exam paper ! Dammit right ? Yaa. All the schoolmates is going to fuck the headmistress ! LOL. & don't forget , next week too ! Ughhhh. Okay , I have to study dy. But I just can't focus on my book ! What the fuck is going on ? Ahhhh. & the stupid history , I can't even understand what you're talking about ? Lots of heroes ? Or lots of states ? Hmm idk :/ Alright , school life is going to be more complicated & harder. Life is so sucks ! :/

The special name made me feel so stress ! Stop calling please. I'm scared ! Because of you always call me like this. I scare I can't be the perfect one. & I know I can't to fulfill what you want. Okay ? Do you understand ? I'm sorry that I hurt you k. I think friend is better to us :/ I'm so so so sorry. I will pay you back the RM10 & sorry for don't reply you text. Gimme some time k. You deserve the one who better than me.

Everything just back to before. Everything I did is wrong , in your eyes. Okay , let it be ! I fed the fuck up ! Ahhhhhhhhh.

I'm so tired. Tired of life , tired of friendship , tired of family , tired of studies , tired of love & tired of everything ! Okay. No one to talk to. No one can comfort me. No one is understand what I want. What I want ? A true-heart hug , a group of real friends , the one who can really read my heart. But no one's there :) I know. It's only inside the dream.

Hello government. Can you please stop the stupid lynas & save Malaysia ? We still can live happily without lynas ! Don't regret of your decision ! Or you want to see your next generation live with the fears & the world which is full of radiation ? I don't wish k.







Just walk & don't stop.

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- Qiao <3

逃避 、

嗯 经过那事后 我突然变得越来越懦弱 越来越胆小
变得习惯性的逃避 逃避所有会伤害自己的人 、事 、物 .
原因 ? 说真的 我不懂 . 无所谓啦 有时候逃避 也是保护自己的方法 :)

我故意躲开你们 躲开视线 躲开声音
却发现躲不开脑在想 对不起

因为你 我逃避了补习 再见 .



我把每段感情都希望可以是永恒 如果你不愿 那我也不会说 yes
不是我狠心 因为我真的怕了 累了 不想再受伤害了
就对我再好几分 就让我多几分 就献一献殷勤 但我不允许欺骗 !
再多三个月吧 或许我会答应 :)



考试 嗯 拜六就是了
没读书 没温习 反正考华语 都读不进的
那些 文言文 词性 多音词 等等的 都把我给搞死
我只会写作文 如果有我惯例的题目 :D 好了 都加油吧 .



恢复正常了 哈哈 无所谓啦



突然间对我的宝贝鼓们有回兴趣了 是有点想念 有点手痒啦
哈哈 但是不可能再回去碰了 :( 宝贝们 要好好照顾自己哼 :$



Big Bang is back ! 哈哈 我帅帅的 T.O.P :$
新歌很好听 :D Blueeeeee !






我到底在想什么 ? :/

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- Qiao <3

我等你 :)

这首歌 够够力了咯 ! XD 因为完全是我想的东西 :)
好的 , 我等你 半年为期 逾期就狠狠把你忘记 ! 等着瞧吧 :P

# 我等你 - 刘若英 .

不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句 我等你
你眼中闪过了一些讶异
更多的是怀疑 所以你可以离去
不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定 要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影 慢慢倒流进心里(心底)
我等你 半年为期
逾期就狠狠把你忘记
不只伤心的 还包括一切甜蜜
你应该已经和她公开在一起
要等你 要证明自己
我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人 而已
爱到痛之极 才需要一段等你的限期 来遗忘自己

是不是很适合我 ? 简直就是啦 看 够力没有 ? 哈哈哈



与半年的距离还有三个月 你等等 我会的 !
哼 才不输给你看呢 . 呸 我一定做到 .................................... 呱 :/

来 遗忘自己吧 :)

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- Qiao <3

退出。

我投降了 我也决定退出了
或许你们的世界不适合我 我也没那个资格去拥有你们
我不怪你们离开 我是说真的 我没有撒谎 也不是扮可怜
我知道自己脾气真的很差 我知道我不配做你们的朋友
其中几个是我小学开始认识的 谢谢你们忍了我的脾气那么多年
有些是中一认识的 也谢谢你们4年来的对待
刚认识 2、3年的 虽然我们都不是很熟 但是曾有过你们 足够了
嗯 我真的没有在撒谎 因为我本身就很多问题啦 哈哈
或许只是真心对待是不够的 就当是上了一课宝贵的吧
至于她 我希望你们不要怪她 她是傻傻的 但不会被骗也不懂吧 ?
我可以保证我不曾骗过她 让你们误会了
其实说真一句 我总是拼命地想去取悦你们 配合你们
你们敢说有哪次的要求我没尽我努力去做吗 ? 没有吧 ? 呵
不过如果真的讨厌一个人的话 千个万个理由都可以说出来
无所谓啦 真的该习惯了 反正不是第一次 我真让人讨厌 哈哈
没关系啦 我已经做到问心无愧了 我真的用真心来对待的
额 你们不想知道 我自己知道就好了

茵 对不起 连累你了 拖累你了 让你一起受罪了
谢谢你 嗯 如果你要离开 我不挽回
我不想看见你伤心
反正他们说我在利用你 你也不会那么笨傻傻被利用吧
呵呵

或许真心的话将满是伤痕 虚伪讨好的话却满得欢心
我宁愿满是伤痕 也不愿被虚伪的答案欺骗



你手上有着我曾说过的梦想
是巧合 或是你还记得 ?
对你的疑问淹没了她们



满满的梦里都是你 我搞不清为什么
心里的是你么 ? 还在猜疑
谢谢你对我那么好



恭喜你们 要永远幸福快乐嗯
祝福了



把所有的痛都告诉了家人 感觉想放下了大石头
谢谢妈妈的安慰 谢谢哥哥的体谅
我答应你们 我会做到最好



或许悲观的人会说 我应该做得到
乐观的人会说 我一定做得到
但我却只可以告诉自己 我要做到最好



考试要到了 突然觉得好累
满是问号在脑海里 我真的做得到吗 ?
嗯 加油 尽力就好了






Take a deep breath & move on !




翘 加油 :')

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- Qiao <3

100 days.

Oh hey , I've been single for 100 days ! HAHAHA :)
See , how tough I am ! Alone to face the tears , fears , strange & everything !
Yeah I did to being tougher & stronger :p Congrats me ! Ngekngek.



My class is the craziest class ever , of making jokes ! Tsk tsk :p
Everyday I just laugh like a mad women until stomachache HAHAHA.
Hey girls , you're really awesome of telling jokes !
It will be so quiet without you all hahaha. Stay funny k :D



Yesterday I stay back for kelas tahanan ! Omfg.
Carried all the books from block c to block e with baskets ! Cool ? .__.
Oops , but having fun ! HAHAHAHAHAHA.



Eh don't be so two-faces k ! Sometimes you're really good but sometimes ?
Ahhhh don't let me know that you lie on me ! & just fuck off ! Ihateyou.



I want s2 or iphone 4s as my present ! HAHAHA.
But no one is willing to sponsor me :\ Ok I will get it when I got money :( .____.



In a relationship ? HAHA boy you got her ! Good. Bless you :D







我等你 半年为期 逾期就狠狠把你忘记 .

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- Qiao <3

Valentine's day ?

Oh today is Tuesday. Anything special ? Ya , Valentine's day. Lol so what.

Hmm just went Folie Folie with my gang. Hmm should I use ' my ' ? Haha.
They're not even belong to me. Just , some friend that above stranger.
Alright , you get it ? Good. You can't get it ? Lol , it's not my problem.
Okay , just dump me. I don't care ! & nothing change if I care. So , let it be.
Anyway , once my sisters , you will forever my sisters. I won't dump you all :)

- even you all will dump me.

Aha single valentine's day & no present , no lover , alone !
So I'm the ordinary #foreveralone 's type. Haha :) Ya , I'm alone.



I can't even stand on that situation just now.
The feel is so fucking strong. I'm going to cry out loud.
Oh luckily I'm strong enough. Ok used to be. Take a deep breath :)






Worst Valentine's day ever.
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- Qiao <3

Single valentine's day :D

Hello ! It's 13rd Feb today. Which means tomorrow is 14th Feb , Valentine's day.
HAHAHAHA Valentine's day ? So what. It's just a normal Tuesday for me :)
Oh but wait , I will celebrate with my girls , CTm. Wish that it will be a good day for us.
& ya , actually I wish you're beside me tomorrow even that we're just friend.
Okay , wish to have a awesome single Valentine's day tomorrow :D

Hey you , Happy Valentine's day for you & your love.
I wish from my deepest heart. I wish you can happy forever , no lies between you and her :)
Stay sweet HAHAHA.

And you , why don't chase her yet ? Hahaha. C'mon , get her !
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.



This year , no Valentine's gift , no partner , no loves but I still got myself ! Oh yeah.



Ahh , my bro got his new xperia arc s ! Omgod it's kinda awesome HAHAHA.
With 3D camera ! Wow :p But I still love my S2 in white <3



Nowadays , the weather is really sucks !
Suddenly big sun , suddenly thunder & rain ! Wth.
Take care lar you guys :)






AHA Happy Single Valentine's Day :)

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- Qiao <3

Fell down , again -.-

AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH I fell down again -.-
God is playing with me. The first hurts was just recover & now the second is here !
Oh so fuck up. Stupid doggie chase me & I was drop on floor !
It's really pain. Whole body also got scars , wth -.- Grr.
Faster recover please ! :(



I hope I can take extra art in SPM ! Although everyone is saying it's hard.
But I want it , so goodluck to me ! :P






输给她 我甘心 :)

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- Qiao <3

Single is love !

HAHAHAHAHA such a sad title :p
Omgoooooooooooooood ! I've been single for 3 months. HAHA. Nice one :p
Actually single is not that bad wert -.- I'm kinda enjoy ! No stress aha.
Just some time , a bit bored & sad but without shoulders hmm.
Just good luck to me ! Single for a year ? Omg :( But I just wish to live happier ! :D

LALALALA , stay happier lar silly me ! :P I love you so much k haha.





单身 、3个月快乐 :D

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- Qiao <3

I ain't perfect .

Helloooooooooooo ! :D It's time to updated , wow :p

Actually nothing special in this few days. Life was just like that .. bored -.-
HAHAHA. I love holiday but yet a bit hate because it's so boring :p Lalala.



Finally , I got my own wardrobe :$ :D
Omgod. Know why I say like this ? Because I was shared with mum & bro before !
HAHAHAH ya , it's finally :p



I dream you , you're not mine but I love the relationship between us.
In the dream , we're best friend. The closest friend that sharing the secret & fun !
I just hope it would happen in reality. Can ? I hope :)






God know I worth it , I won't give up ! :D

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- Qiao <3

Emo !

我决定把心都掏空 即使放空长蜘蛛网 我也不愿再受伤害 !

;)

我 、早已不敢再相信爱情 .

Penang again !

Last Friday , 3th Feb.
I went to Penang with my relatives ! Stay in Cititel Hotel , just okay okay lar ;)
We reached at 6pm , check in then rest awhile in hotel.
645pm , we went 湾仔角 to have our dinner ! People mountain people sea !
After that , almost 830pm , we walk to Gurney Plaza to buy something :p
Backed to hotel at 1030pm ! Sleep , hahahah :D

The next day , went to eat buffer at the hotel ! Quite jeng :D
Got Chinese breakfast , Malay breakfast , American breakfast , England breakfast , Korean breakfast , Japanese breakfast & French breakfast ! HAHAHA :p
Enjoyyyyyy ! & I eat until so full :$ HAHA.

12 noon , we check out then go to 1st Avenue ! Wow awesome XD
I love this place ! New & nice feel.
We bought a lot of clothes , dresses & pants in 'cotton on' ! HAHAHA.
So happy when shoppingggg ! Omgod , I'm shopaholic :p Lalala who cares ;目
I bought one shirt , one dress & one shorts :D I love them ! Woooooow.

Then we backed at 4pm ! Bye bye Penang :(



& today , finally I've cut my fringe ! HAHAAH.
Not so nice but I love this more than the long one , because you love long fringe ;)
Okay , goodbye long fringe & no more long fringe :D :p







我猜不透你在想什么 .


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- Qiao <3

Ignore.

Thanks for being ignore to me. Idon'thateyou.
Keep on & add oil to get her , Iloveyou boy ;)



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- Qiao <3