2014年4月24日星期四

It's time to stop.

Such a long time I didn't update my blog.
Almost 20 days? Not so long actually.
Ok, I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know, I'm during a confusing situation.

For the K, I think it's really the right timing to letting you go.
So, I'll try the fucking best to let you go.
I never feel regret on loving you so much.
At the end, and also unfortunately, we didn't become a pair of couple.
It's really hard to letting go on a person that you really love.
I also afraid of there'll be nobody loving and caring you that much like I did.
But, it's okay. I still hoping that you will found someone that can make you feel the passion.
I think I will never forget how much I loved you, how much I'd care for you.
Maybe it's not fair for my future boyfriend, but you're really the first boy that I loved, that much.
Somebody said, if you love him/her, you will never feel happiness if he/she got theirs and not from you.
I disagree with this. I will congrats him and feel so happy for him if he found the one.
And now, it's time to let go.
From Aug 13 to Apr 14. 8 months, such a tough time for me.
The memories will never die. It will keep in my heart, will you?
But from now on, it's the new life for me.
I said it, and I promised myself to do it.
Thanks myself, for loved you so much.

Sometimes, I'll jealous on those couples that really lovely.
And of course, I hope I can get a boy that really love me so much and I do too.
God, please give me a true love haha.
I wanna get a boyfieeeee! :p

-  Qiao <3

2014年4月6日星期日

咋办

好烦
不知道怎么这样

好像把他当成代替品了
是不是
我也不清楚
可是不可以这样啊

也不过是两天没找自己
怎么就那么不好受呢

李翘依 你别傻好吗
某K你都还没放下 别又拎起另一个负担好吗

别人也不是那么在乎你罢了
你自己想太多了
心里很乱很乱

不可以这样啊 课业都被无视了
我是怎么了

尼坤 我等你自己说
只要你说是 我立马转为茜姐姐的唯饭
对不起 别怪我那么绝情
不是不支持你了 只是不会再继续当个维尼饭

没跟你们一起从10年开始走起
可是也在一年后开始了
算起来也有快3年的时间
我追逐着别人的爱情 如果告诉我一切都是假的
我咋办

世界没怎样世界很简单
只是我自己的心很乱 很不知怎么办

不能这样了
要注重功课才行
李翘依 别拿未来当赌注
玩不过的

那么好好地 那就好了