2012年2月26日星期日

The special one ?

Hello. Exam is around the corner & I just have my bc exam yesterday. It's shit when you have school replacement on Saturday & you can't even absent because of a an hour exam paper ! Dammit right ? Yaa. All the schoolmates is going to fuck the headmistress ! LOL. & don't forget , next week too ! Ughhhh. Okay , I have to study dy. But I just can't focus on my book ! What the fuck is going on ? Ahhhh. & the stupid history , I can't even understand what you're talking about ? Lots of heroes ? Or lots of states ? Hmm idk :/ Alright , school life is going to be more complicated & harder. Life is so sucks ! :/

The special name made me feel so stress ! Stop calling please. I'm scared ! Because of you always call me like this. I scare I can't be the perfect one. & I know I can't to fulfill what you want. Okay ? Do you understand ? I'm sorry that I hurt you k. I think friend is better to us :/ I'm so so so sorry. I will pay you back the RM10 & sorry for don't reply you text. Gimme some time k. You deserve the one who better than me.

Everything just back to before. Everything I did is wrong , in your eyes. Okay , let it be ! I fed the fuck up ! Ahhhhhhhhh.

I'm so tired. Tired of life , tired of friendship , tired of family , tired of studies , tired of love & tired of everything ! Okay. No one to talk to. No one can comfort me. No one is understand what I want. What I want ? A true-heart hug , a group of real friends , the one who can really read my heart. But no one's there :) I know. It's only inside the dream.

Hello government. Can you please stop the stupid lynas & save Malaysia ? We still can live happily without lynas ! Don't regret of your decision ! Or you want to see your next generation live with the fears & the world which is full of radiation ? I don't wish k.







Just walk & don't stop.

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- Qiao <3

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