Live.

Oh it's just , a truth. Hmm :)

Life ya. A little bit sucks. It's like everything perfect but I was just there to make it worst. I think so. And I was no idea for what I'm doing for this few months ! Ya everyday I was just like hey it's Monday so I have to do blah blah and ahh it's Saturday so I have to do what what what. I think life shouldn't be like this ? Especially it's my teenager life ! Everyone own a perfect girl teenager life with a warmest family , a daddy that treat them like a princess , a boyfriend that loves them a lot , a gang of craziest friends. Oh I don't even own one of them ! What kind of life I going through ? I was just hope to live happily , that was like I don't need to care about this and that and I just do what I really likes and what I really wants to do. But it just harder than everything ! Ya just like the pic , SOMETIMES I DON'T FEEL LIKE CONTINUING TO LIVE. I DON'T WANT TO KILL MYSELF , I JUST WANT IT ALL TO STOP OR GO AWAY. I WANT TO BE CALM. I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN ! But who knows and who cares ? :) God was never fair to me.

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-  Qiao </3