It's time to stop.

Such a long time I didn't update my blog.
Almost 20 days? Not so long actually.
Ok, I don't know what I'm talking about, but I know, I'm during a confusing situation.

For the K, I think it's really the right timing to letting you go.
So, I'll try the fucking best to let you go.
I never feel regret on loving you so much.
At the end, and also unfortunately, we didn't become a pair of couple.
It's really hard to letting go on a person that you really love.
I also afraid of there'll be nobody loving and caring you that much like I did.
But, it's okay. I still hoping that you will found someone that can make you feel the passion.
I think I will never forget how much I loved you, how much I'd care for you.
Maybe it's not fair for my future boyfriend, but you're really the first boy that I loved, that much.
Somebody said, if you love him/her, you will never feel happiness if he/she got theirs and not from you.
I disagree with this. I will congrats him and feel so happy for him if he found the one.
And now, it's time to let go.
From Aug 13 to Apr 14. 8 months, such a tough time for me.
The memories will never die. It will keep in my heart, will you?
But from now on, it's the new life for me.
I said it, and I promised myself to do it.
Thanks myself, for loved you so much.

Sometimes, I'll jealous on those couples that really lovely.
And of course, I hope I can get a boy that really love me so much and I do too.
God, please give me a true love haha.
I wanna get a boyfieeeee! :p

-  Qiao <3